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I’m sick of always having to pretend that everything’s ok when in reality nothing is. My family’s supposed to help me now make everything 10x worse. Don’t know how much longer I can do this. I just want to give up.

I’m going crazy and I have no where to go… If I cry in my dorm ill bug my roommates and if I cry at home I might get caught by my stepdad. If he catches me he’ll just yell at me and demand I tell him why I’m crying ranting about how he deserves to know… The problem is I cry a lot and I know why but other times i’ll just randomly start crying and even j don’t know why… I hate felling alone!!!